Now that I am sober let me explain ~

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Posted by _KinkyAngel (Ranked on Team Spades (Zone) Ladder) on March 15, 2005 at 05:21:09:

First, I am sorry I didn't post more of a reason AND I DID email my team to tell them, just didnt explain why...

But, my withdrawing has absolutely NOTHING to do with frustrations of this room, has nothing to do with anyone at all online... me and a very few that were having a rough time adjusting to the transition have made amends and I am very happy...

but... as most of you know because I was rattling about it while intoxicated last night, my son is now locked up... we had a very explosive fight to the point 911 had to be called and I have been given 10 days to figure out what I am going to do...

He spent 2 years of his life in juvenile detention home and what he learned there was how to be physical to express his anger, the literally have the other 11 kids in the house "restrain" you if you are not complying with house rules... and being restrained results in a very aggressive fist fight 11 to 1... I did everything I could to get him out sooner because I knew what it would create but unfortunately fighting the is like fighting a brick wall...

well on Sunday it got physical between him and I and as most of you know I have way to many medical problems to be able to do that and he's 6'2 an 190 lbs now... the end result of the fight was him putting a sledge hammer through a door I had just pushed him through, caught the side of my head an neck, barely grazing me but enough to bruise me up a lil... had my skull been 1/4 inch over i'm thinkin he'd have done some serious damage...

so... I have ten days to figure out or find a psychiatric institute that will take him, evaluate his meds, give him some counseling etc OR his case manager will put him back into the facility I fought so hard to get him out of...

THATS why I withdrew and I truly had no desire to "air" this on forum but the last thing I want is anyone thinking I left due to the room... I left because I have to focus here first and I am sorry..

Once I get it all worked out, I'll be back, I enjoy bein able to talk bout toys an toads an ya' know the works in the lobby to much...

love you guys an once again I am sorry

Nikki

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Re: Now that I am sober let me explain ~ bad_bad_tamar (Gold Member) 20:05:57 3/15/05 (0)
Re: Now that I am sober let me explain ~ angel_eyez__1 14:30:09 3/15/05 (0)
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: First, I am sorry I didn't post more of a reason AND I DID email my team to tell them, just didnt explain why... : But, my withdrawing has absolutely NOTHING to do with frustrations of this room, has nothing to do with anyone at all online... me and a very few that were having a rough time adjusting to the transition have made amends and I am very happy... : but... as most of you know because I was rattling about it while intoxicated last night, my son is now locked up... we had a very explosive fight to the point 911 had to be called and I have been given 10 days to figure out what I am going to do... : He spent 2 years of his life in juvenile detention home and what he learned there was how to be physical to express his anger, the literally have the other 11 kids in the house "restrain" you if you are not complying with house rules... and being restrained results in a very aggressive fist fight 11 to 1... I did everything I could to get him out sooner because I knew what it would create but unfortunately fighting the is like fighting a brick wall... : well on Sunday it got physical between him and I and as most of you know I have way to many medical problems to be able to do that and he's 6'2 an 190 lbs now... the end result of the fight was him putting a sledge hammer through a door I had just pushed him through, caught the side of my head an neck, barely grazing me but enough to bruise me up a lil... had my skull been 1/4 inch over i'm thinkin he'd have done some serious damage... : so... I have ten days to figure out or find a psychiatric institute that will take him, evaluate his meds, give him some counseling etc OR his case manager will put him back into the facility I fought so hard to get him out of... : THATS why I withdrew and I truly had no desire to "air" this on forum but the last thing I want is anyone thinking I left due to the room... I left because I have to focus here first and I am sorry.. : Once I get it all worked out, I'll be back, I enjoy bein able to talk bout toys an toads an ya' know the works in the lobby to much... : love you guys an once again I am sorry : Nikki

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