Some of my feelings (i am currently on antibiotics so apologize now for rambling)

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Posted by FunTimeBlonde (Platinum) (Ranked on Team Spades (Zone) Ladder) on April 23, 2005 at 22:50:58:

I just read in another forum that one of the reasons this ladder failed is because people didn't value the friendships that were formed here.

I would just like to publicly state that nothing could be further from the truth. I value each and every friendship that I have made here (even those few that have turned out to not be "friends"). I have met several people here that I consider life long friends & could count on them for support at any time.

As many of you know, I am quite naive & somewhat vulnerable. Alot of this comes from living what many would call a sheltered life in Idaho. Being a part of this ladder has let me become friends with so many different types of people. It has allowed me to see how differently people are but at same time how much we can all be alike and have the same goals.

I am probably too sentimental & can't explain why I am this way. I just have a zillion fond memories of people and experiences while playing in ladder room 4. I have shed many tears with friends from this room & I have laughed so hard at times I wish I wore depends.

People will think I am nuts, but the past 3 weeks have been extremely difficult. First being "fired" from something I truly had a passion for and then watching as the #'s decreased and teams & friends names were purged.

Thanks to every person who ever played in this ladder for helping form the wonderful memories. Thanks for the support for all the times I had problems with my oldest daughter, when we adopted Brooklyn, when I was dealing with some of the crazy things/people I dealt with here, etc.

I really shouldn't post when I am tired & sick. My head isn't really clear, but hopefully people will understand what I am trying to say.

Love all of you & wish nothing but happiness and good health in your life.

Steph

P.S. My msn is funtimeblonde@hotmail.com I am not in the zone much but if anyone wants to say hi, feel free to msn me.

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humor lisalogan 14:01:28 4/26/05 (1)
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We love ya Steph and for anyone to... Frosty_Knockerz (Gold Member) 19:24:26 4/24/05 (0)
Re: Some of my feelings (i am currently on antibiotics so apologize now for rambling) Sdear 09:21:33 4/24/05 (0)
look within yourself for true feelings pilsudskis (Gold Member) 04:22:02 4/24/05 (0)

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: I just read in another forum that one of the reasons this ladder failed is because people didn't value the friendships that were formed here. : I would just like to publicly state that nothing could be further from the truth. I value each and every friendship that I have made here (even those few that have turned out to not be "friends"). I have met several people here that I consider life long friends & could count on them for support at any time. : As many of you know, I am quite naive & somewhat vulnerable. Alot of this comes from living what many would call a sheltered life in Idaho. Being a part of this ladder has let me become friends with so many different types of people. It has allowed me to see how differently people are but at same time how much we can all be alike and have the same goals. : I am probably too sentimental & can't explain why I am this way. I just have a zillion fond memories of people and experiences while playing in ladder room 4. I have shed many tears with friends from this room & I have laughed so hard at times I wish I wore depends. : People will think I am nuts, but the past 3 weeks have been extremely difficult. First being "fired" from something I truly had a passion for and then watching as the #'s decreased and teams & friends names were purged. : Thanks to every person who ever played in this ladder for helping form the wonderful memories. Thanks for the support for all the times I had problems with my oldest daughter, when we adopted Brooklyn, when I was dealing with some of the crazy things/people I dealt with here, etc. : I really shouldn't post when I am tired & sick. My head isn't really clear, but hopefully people will understand what I am trying to say. : Love all of you & wish nothing but happiness and good health in your life. : : Steph : : P.S. My msn is funtimeblonde@hotmail.com I am not in the zone much but if anyone wants to say hi, feel free to msn me.

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